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Scatter · stardust. · Dance · with · moonbeams.
...i wake up then dream...
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since i destroyed this one, i made another. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) public_librarie
try out the new one. it's easy and ready to use with one day warranty. added you all. this one's finished, but im keeping it as a friend. |
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yak. what happened??? i destroyed this journal. dont ever trust me to do something for you when it comes to computers. |
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we've been out of the country for i dont know, three weeks i think. im starting to miss home. but right now i think its best that we're here, that i am here. living here for almost a month has widened my perspective on things. it showed me that there is so much more outside my comfort zones. quezon city, the pilippines is just a tiny dot on the map. it's a weird feeling right now. we've been left alone by our relatives, in their house. they went to milwaukee for their granpa's funeral.it was really unexpected. the plan was we were staying til friday but when they got the news, they had to leave so they left us and now we're alone in THEIR house. we're leaving tomorrow for arizona. on a bus. full of wierdos. people in las vegas are..different. las vegas is impossible. it's the whole world in one place. statue of liberty, pyramis, sphinx, eiffel tower, arabian nights, knights and princesses... we went to the strip the other night. the place las vegas is known for. to aladdin's palace where i was fooled by the ceiling. i thought we were outside cause the ceiling was the sky, pretty much like the harry potter effect except no magic. and it even rained, the ceiling. inside. that was cool. and this was a mall. if someone blindfolded you adn took you straight inside, you'd think you're on a set for arabian nights. then we went to bellagio, where i was told it was the most expensiv and luxurious hotel/casino here. and man, was it really. we stayed in front of what looked like a lake in front of the hotel and waied for the fountain show. man, i was speechless. dumbstruck. i was dumbfoundedly amazed by it. sprays of water were doing synchronized stunts to the music of andre bocelli and charlotte church. with the light and all and woah. the song, they said, was really composed by bocelli for the bellagio itself. there were other versions of the show sinatra and celine dion i think.it was the most magnificent 15 minutes ive had for a very very long time. it gave you that warm peaceful romantic feeling. haha. mushy. oh we went to MnM world. that was the coolest place. it had four floors.general, star wars, nascar and something else. and all in MnMs. and you could buy just the colors you want. black and white. black and pink. pastel. neon. browns. they had the red MnM as Darth Maul statue. that was cute. and the yellow one as Darth. haha. the green one as Leia and the other as Obi wan. you'll get lost in there. i dont know, vegas is gloroius and magnificent but it kept me thinking that it's just one place. i mean, people spend millions in this place for what? entertainment? luxury? and there are millions of people suffering from poverty and hunger? no greater cause? sharing? charity? humanitarian kicking in, i know. but it just reminds me that the world is materialistic and selfish in every sense of these words. immoral please. to waste away in useless trivial sinful things. t makes you feel good, makes you say wow for a monet. really must be creful when coming here or elese you'll really get carried away. they're THAT good. but it really taught me something though. that i should learn how to fend myself in whatever situation in wherever place. the world is so much bigger now. limits and views of mine should not sttle in ateneo or at home or in the philippines. greater actions must be taken to make a difference.i cant depend my life on just the people i know, the things im familiar with. things i thougth that mattered really dont when i look at it now. rv's a laugh. da vinci's less than the book but still worth watching. post pictures someday or never. im missing a lot of real people now. cant believe i've updated. |
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im leaving tomorrow..for good. hah. i really don't know when im coming back so i just say that im leaving until i dont know when. it's indefinite. really depends on when we want to..pero may enrollment and reg pa e. kung wlang ganun ganun, i'd go home on the 17th. two days before school opens. i dont know, i dont feel excited. i dont feeel anything. di ko nga feel na aalis na kami bukas e. i remeber last last year, when we left for australia... super excited ako. i had this giddy feeling and i cant help but rush away. i guess america doesnt have that effect on me. despite knowing we're gonna live in a resort/subdivision in the deserts of phoenix. im all packed and ready to go. new book for the plane. new music for the states. new shirts. new haircut. but i feel like its ok if we dont go. one more thing, kuya's not coming. it's saaad. its the one thing that makes the trip less than what it's supposed to be. hmmm... im gonna miss him. i wont have the fun moments of goofing off and being crazy animals whenever im with him. imagine being in arizona and vegas without him. having jacuzzis and pool dips and spas without the abnormal hyperactive brother. it's gonna be quite a boring adventure when kuya's not around. im updating after a hundred years just to say that i wont be updating for the next hundred years. how cool is that? off to where il have jacuzzi dips under the moonlight...
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venus as a boy - bjork | |
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my head has been spinning all weekend. aside from going out every night since friday drinking and eating, ive been cramming myself with projects. wait..ive been cramming myself with projects since the time i knew what projects were. i have poor planning techniques. wel, actually i have good planning techniques. vey good really. i list the things to do then arrange them according to degree of priority.. blah blah. whare i have no skill at all is carrying out the plan. in that department, im a failure. umuwi mga pinsan namn from australia. ngayon lang sila umuwi aftr two years. kaya pag uwi nila shopping kagad. labas kagad.kaya buong weekend kasama namin sila.. bringing them to all sorts of places day and night. everyday we wake up at 8 then sleep around 3 in the morning. grabe nilulubos tlga. two weeks lang kasi. so we've been wasted the whole weekend. pero masaya naman. we get to hang out with them. uti na nga lang tapos na laht n major obstacles for the first half of this sem. midterms and papers. ung sa fil nalng. pero ok lang un. mejo nakita na nga ng mga pinsan ko kung panu ko icram sa isang gabi ang isang paper na 5 pages long bond single space. haha. pero im really glad its over. dinala ko nga ung pinsan kong babae sa ateneo. haha nagtour kami. kasi binisita nya mga kaibigan nya nung highschool. amaze na amaze sya gusto nya na magtransfer. i never thought about it that way. i guess it's really a pretty good place for a school. i have to detoxify myself. ive been doing it harm. bad bad. i might get sick with all these night outs and drinking sessions. buti nalng kasama ko si kuya plagi para may 'guidance' pa rin. detox. right. away.
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come as you are- nirvana | |
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no matter how much or how many times i say that i dont care about what people think or say about me... i still sometimes do. i cant help it. i guess i dont really care about alot of things and i guess i dont care about what people say as much as most people do. if this all makes sense then good. i think it has something to do with my having a world of my own. i have this world that only i know of and what makes it so great is that i am the only one who knows what's in it. perhaps that's why people think im kinda withdrawn. and that's also the reason why just a number of people understand me really.. even more... can put up with me. its not that i dont really care.. it's just that i care about things that i think are more important. i appreciate what's rarely seen. but when i come to think of it, i still do think about other people and what they say in some terms. being born into and brought up by this materialistic egostistic world, who am i to contradict everything? i just happen to be brought out into this world. thats why i look up to those people who really live in their person. who live life according to themselves. not according to any norms. one goal in life is to find mine. live mine. according to who i am. according to who i was born to be. nyar. another thinking day came up. utak ko bigla bigla nalng nagshishift sa philosophical-psycho mode. still have my last week before school. got my grades today.
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finals.over.whee. ateneo loves its students.tatlo lang test ko e. one for each day. haha..o tingin ko lang un. o bka dhil freshman ako kaya di pa ganun kahirap. oo tma, masaya pag freshman. gusto muna nila na we learn to love the school, to get comfy, mga ganun. tas pag komportable na...bibigyan ka na nang bibigyan ng trabaho. i have to say..nice plan. now is the start of a month long break. whe..it feels funny though. not used to having long breaks. not used to having breaks period. e kasi sa dati kong paaralan, 4 days lang ang break..ksama pa weekend don. haha. sobrang bilis ng oras. one sem done. e prang kaaksimula ko plang e. it really puts things in perspective for me. should do something with my life. but right now...this moment...i'll enjoy a useless afternoon doing useless things. thatd be fun.
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finals week this week and im still not doing anything. nakakaasar. gawa gawa pakong sked na magaaral ako for this on this day and for this on that. pro habang alam kong marami akong oras pa, wla pa rin akong gnagawa. bkt ba ang hilig ko magcram? ganun ata tlga pag tga-holy ka. haha. i just dont feel that im doing my best when im doing it weeks before the deadline. i feel my bestest best comes forth when im working and rushing the day before. haha. im thinking of creating a new journal. i dont like my username anymore. it's..hmm.. haha. ewan. it's still me but i think there's more to me. anlabo. because of the fact that i cant change just the username, im thinking of changing the whole journal. so start from nothing. mabubura lahat. awww.. haha. ano kayang magandang username? veggiuser.haha.. umm corny. um... aliah nalang kaya. simple dba.e kung.. tawanangtawa? e kasi may nagsabi sakin na bkt di pa raw nyako nakikitang nakasara ang bibig. plagi raw ako naktawa lang.haha ayus un. o kya..ayos. haha. um.. ano ba pde? wat says it's me??? help. suggest something. tell me something. add soemthing to the list. id be ever grateful.goody.
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watching a walk to remember so i gues.... only hope? hah. | |
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dito ako kina pat. gumagawa ng fil project nya. wla pa rin pinagbabago.. cramming days with pat.. on a project.. only difference is, di kami partners. di kami blockmates.we just like doing it together. yfc nako. it's something old but new at the same time. i was a yfc before, but not really active. pero now, i have committed to be in the service of the lord. i feel it's the right time kaya ako sumali. i feel i need it. i feel that i have to keep grounded.. i need Him to hold me back when ive flown far away. ang saya. it's a different kind of joy. unexplainable yet i know all the reasons in the world. nag prayer meeting kmi kahapon. it was something diffferent. ibang klase pla tlga magworship pag damang dama mo. prang wlang kwenta mga pagdadasal ko tuloy. im seeing the real essence of prayer. the real meaning of it through these people. new friends. ang saya. it's like one big family where everyone is a best friend to everyone. i knwo i did the right thing. yey. first 2 months have been exciting, comfortable. it's been like home. wla pa tlgang ginagawa so i get to feel the place a bit. i get to see ateneo without the stress. it's beautiful. it's been a very long time.. (trust me matagal na sobra) since ive loved school. ive loved going to school waking up and knowing im going to school. iba un. im enjoying it one day at a time,, with the exception of some days with math. grrr... bat diko maintindihan?? pag math, feel ko antanga tanga ko. nawawalan ako ng self confidence bigla. haha wla pa rin akong pakialam sa mundo. ganun pa rin.
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back to you - john mayer | |
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Things you enjoy, not because you have to but because you WANT to, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. They lower your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level. Make a list, post it to your journal. And then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs: no particular order 1. reading reading and reading 2. taking long baths in the shower with perfumed soaps and hair things 3. writing in my journal on my bed at night 4. watching loads and loads of movies especially foreign art ones 5. cooking and baking 7. buying gifts for people and giving them 5. painting, sketching and coloring 6. eating food that did not result from violence of animals haha 7. having a massage and a hotoil 9. biking around seeing lush trees 8. watching the sunset 10. going out every night just to look at the moon 11. listening to "my" music. hehe 12. hanging out with friends either in the "moviehouse" the real moviehouse malls school everywhere 13. frolicking in national 12. playing with my bro or driving around with him 12. meditating 13 having picnics 14. having pillow fights syempre.. sleeping sleeping whee went to ateneo this morning to play umm.. soccer with pat. haha watda. then went to national to pick up my HARRY POTTER wheee love. then went home. had a hot oil. then went to the dentist. ate at halfmoon bibingcrepe. went home. readof course. then watched movie. child of lazarus. freaky intelligent movie. cool cool.
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ansakit ng katawan ko. ung arms ko ansakit tlga dahil sa arnis. tas nagkapaltos ako sa daliri. pro if u can repeat ur p.e., il definitely take arnis all the way. ansaya saya. i love it kahit na ganun. kahit na di ako sobrang galing na pang varsity. saya saya. punta kami yellow cab bukas. stig every week nalng may nanlilibre sa block. generous. hahaha. my course block is awesome. kahit na pra kaming loser nung orsem, tpong trial round palang sa game talo na kami kagad... hahaha.. masaya pa rin kami. i bet kung sumali kami uli sa game ngayon, panalo na kami for sure. hahaha! i love lit. kahit na di ako nagrerecite. stig ni sir gizmo.let's just put it this way, bots will love himand they will get along really really well along with cho. cool cool. im learning a lot already first two weeks palang. sobrang liberal. i love it. i think il get along fine in ateneo. im happy here so far.
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ive been away from civilization for about a week. hahah but it was fun. i guess i was just trying to make the most out of the summer. last few days nalang e. went to the beach last week. without daddy actually so it was less than super fun. but it was fun. we spent five days there in that house in fron of the beach. it's our last week of vacation (andie's classes start on june 1). it was really nice waking to see the sunrise and smell the ocean. we camped outside the house too so it would be a really great adventure. every morning, i'd go down the beach, jog for half an hour then go straight to the water. eat breakfast then sleep. hahaha. my favorite moments were when i would go down to the beach alone, my book sunglasses and chocolate bar with me and read under the huge tree until the sunset arrives and i would stay there until it gets dark. weirdong weirdo nga sila sakin bat daw ang tahimik ko at laging nagmumuni muni. wel they dont really understand what that moments do to me. it was great even though i went home with my skin full of dots. prolonged exposure to the great outdoors do that to me since i have overly sensitive skin. but it doesnt matter. i wont let the sickness keep me from being where i love. i hoped to watch the sunset and moonrise consecutively. i waited for the moonrise every afternoon after the sunset. it just didnt come. maybe it isnt time yet. maybe that wasnt the perfect time for me yet. i was smiling the whole time. and my last vacation ended with a bang too! WHEE i bought potted sunflowers. i bought two and the vendor gave me two more for free! talk about overjoyed!! lazy to pose pictures... later nalang. il be going to a new school next week. wat joy.
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thenk you for the venom- my chemical romance (dont even ask) | |
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alimuo pla tawag don. i love the smell of rain. it's best when you're near a grassy space and the first few drops of rain splatter against the ground and it releases the summer heat that's locked up inside the roots which mixes with the smell of the blades of grass. hmmmm..the scent is a mix of dewy grass, soil and a newly-showered baby. hahha weird that i love the smell. natatandaan ko sa classroom ng baya nakaupo ako malapit sa window tabi ng field and when it starts to rain i take time to smell it. it seems magical to me when i see the field slowly turning into light green because of the hazy mist that envelops it when it starts to rain while streaks of sunlight cuts through the shower of droplets. well anyway, alimuo pla tawag don. haha.ngayon ko lang nalaman. rainy season's starting to come. yeh bebeh.
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went out with bots,pat tas humabol si kim nung tuesday. astig ka kim, buti nakahabol ka! tska buti di mo napanuod house of wax. yiiiieee. that movie is my worst nightmare. it's not really scary, nakakgulat lang ung sounds and all but it's horribly gory and bloody. actually napanuod ko na sya with brother nung monday, day before we watched it AGAIN. how stupid can i get? i was watching it when pat sent me this pat:san ka bukas? manunuod tayo house of wax bukas. ako:weh ka naman e, nanunuod nako ngayon. as in nasa movei house ako ngayon. pat:wala ka naman kwenta e. plinano namin tayong 3. ako: cge go sama ako. pat:punta ka bahay ko after a few minutes.... ako: shit dude. yoko naaaaa! tama na to!! nasusuka nako dito sa sinehan.its all bloodeh. puro hiwa hiwa. gaaaaaah! ayun, nanuod pa rin ako kinabukasan. i hate that movie. pro in fernes, maganda ung plot at matalino si chad mike murray. tsaka mganda pagkagawa. kaso puro bloood. pucha wlang tigil ang paggupit, paghiwa pagtusok at lahat ng kadiriian sa mundo. e tamang sa papercut palang nasusuka nako, panu pa??it's one horribly gory movie. after the first bloody scene, i just stared at my brother's sleeve instead of wacthcing the screen. di ko nakaya. at kahit na di ko napanuod ung bloody parts, kinwento ng kuya ko at nananaginip pa rin ako hanggang ngayon. grrr. tpos nanuod kami amytiville pgkatapos. talk about horror ovie marathon. as if ang tatapang naming apat diba. umiiyak na kami sa sinehan. tumatayo na kami pro sayang daw 150.wahaha. had loads of fun. lovejoys, let's do that again kahit na malalayo schools natin.
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my sister and i bought sister bracelets and sister rings as a sign of our..umm.. sisterhood. ehehehe. cool and we swore we're never gonna take the bracelet off. weve been bonding a lot lately doing everything and anything. crazy pair really. wheeee i had indescribable fun this morning. last night my dad asked me if i wanted to come with him for a ride in his motorcycle.so he woke me up 6 am this morning. aba seryoso pala si itay. so what the hell, sounds like fun. i put on my black denim jacket, helmet, gloves, and a cool pair of sunglasses.and loads of sunblock.ehehe. di rin kasi mainit diba.. haaay. it was my first time to do this, to go around the city on a scooter riding at the back of my dad.IT WAS SO COOOOLL! punta kaming the fort, astig kasi 20 minutes lang nasa fort na kami. then we stayed there for a while, sat on the grass near the park area watched the bikers. then we headed to eastwood to visit the organic market. ate breakfast in seattles best. headed back home. astig tlgaaa!! i was like a koala hugging my dad on the scooter. we went through the highs and lows of the city. we wove through buses jeeps and cars. we paraded through traffic since we an fit anywhere. we were exposed to daily city buzz.. i thought it was dangerous and scary but what can i say, being with my daddy is the safest position for me. i just had one problem though, my precious sensitive eyes kept leaking with tears because of the wind . i should have known shades werent enough, i shouldve put medicine. but i still had sooo muuuch fuuun. it was an incredible experience. our movement was one, going with the flow of the machine.. racing through the streets of the city. daddy is the best there is. hes the best playmate any child could have. hes young at heart and his toy is his motorcycle. im happy i had the chance to play with him today. we were like cool denim jacket wearing daddy-daughter motorcycle duo... yea bebeh.
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let me show u the way... its a game that we play... | |
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haha. i just got home from one of, i think, the adventures that i would never forget. grbe a, adventure tlga. yesterday my mom and dad told us we were going to chinatown today. sabi ko bakit??? pra daw mag pa foot spa. o diba, ang saya. because shinatowns is said to have the best foot spa in manila so we went. woke up at 6:30 rode the car to our lolo's house in katipunan. malay ba naming iiwanan lang pla ung kotse don. waw tlga. naglakad kami from the house to the lrt2 station in katipunan papuntang recto. tas bumaba kami sa stasyon sa recto tapos di namin alam kung san papunta kasi sobrnag nagbago na daw kaya naglakad kami. dumaan kami sa mga kalyeng soler, escolta, carvajal. mga ganun. e prang dati naririnig ko lang yun sa mga jeep e. haha tas un nga! nagjeep kami. sa maynila. then we rode a taxi after an hour or so of walking aroung the streets of binondo-quiapo-divisoria kasi mukang nawawala na kami. when we finally reached ongpin, chinatown, akala ko ayus na. but no, lakad pa rin pla don. hahahah talk about commuting with my parents! we went to happy feet, its a foot spa reflexology center xiamen style. yeeesss. hahaha. pucha, all the walking, it was worth it. (PAT,U HAVE TO , I MIN U MUST GO THERE AND EXPERIENCE THE FOOT SPA XIAMEN STYLE. HAHAHA. dude, sa totoo lang, i was thinking of bringing u along pro buti nalang hinde. kasi u wudnt last a minute haha. we need ur driver mehn. hahah pro im telling u, it's heaven.) grabeeeh, soooper sarap. it was the best foot spa there is. one hour and a half na foot spa for only 300??? kakabaliw. hahahah my feet were totally happy and they felt like brand new. pro after that we did a lot of wlaking again kaya mejo nawala ng onti diba. tas kumain pa kami sa PRESIDENT RESTAURANT. don nagshooting ung mano, ung scene ata nung party na dumating si ara mina ganun. anyway, we felt like we were aliens there kasi naman, its a chinese world! bago kami umuwi we bought lots of champoys, haw flakes,and all the other chinese snacks. hahahaha. rode the train again, went to lola's house then went home.besides the heat and the dust and all the funny smells, this day was actually very fun. it wasnt tiring at all maybe because i tried to absorbed everything i saw and exprience since its my first time to do this. the streets may look dangerous and dirty, but the truth is, most of the people there are very friendly and they kind of protect each other. going to places like this makes me experience what being a filipino is all about. man, it was such a chinese adventure but it showed me the real essence of manila. im thankful that my parents expose us to these kinds of situations. after all, experience really shows you what life is all about.
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i know i dont usually copy things like this but i think its fun. besides, i absolutely miss most of the people listed here. got this from pat who got it from maiko who got it from someone else i realy dont know. wrote it in tagalog so it wud still be diferent. find yourself here The Rules: 1. Write something about 15 different people. 2. You can NOT say who they are. 3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell. If you know you're there, tell me but no reactions. 1. sobrang kabaligtaran kita pro sobrang daBEST. di ko alam panu kita naging kaibigan pro di ko rin alam kung pano ko kung wla ka. you are sweet as a flower but you sting like a bee.haha nagimbento ka pa ng sayaw ng halaman. 2. literal na katabi kita matulog. katabi sa lahat.alam ko lahat ng sikreto mo. kamukha kita dati, pra nga tayong kamabal kaso ngayon di na. ampayat mo na e. unang estudyante kita, unang guro moko.gusto ko magaral sa paaralan mo. 3. ikaw ang dahilan at ugat ng lahat ng aking pagkahilig sa itim. pano naman, pinakinig mo sakin un, pinanuod at pinalaki mokong tulad mo. kaya nga ngayon, sobrang lapit natin sa isat isa. tagapagtanggol kita.never ata kitang tinawag sa pangalan mo. 4. ikaw ang aking somer bebe. meron tayong pinagsamahang kuliti blues. wlang tigil ang pagpapatawa mo sakin. may potential kang maging boldstar pare. buti nalng anjan ka kundi ako lang magisang pupunta sa mga miting ngayong bakasyon. 5. level rep ako, level rape ka. kaso ngayon, mejo malayo ka na.ikaw ang pinaka HOT na nakilala ko.laro tyong basketball minsan. haha. 6. ibang klase ang kabaitan mo. pde kang maging martyr kaya nga naparangalan ka pa e at nagsayaw ka pa. mejo slow pro sobrang lalim.vice kita nung pres ako. nakatira ka sa everlasting. 7. sobrang idolo kita sa lahat ng may kinalaman sa pagguhit, pagpinta at pagkulay. sayo na ata ang pinakamagandang ngiti na nakita ko. plagi kang nanjan pra sakin.turing mo sakin kapatid kasi wla kang kapatid na babae. 8. ikaw ang isa sa pinaka cool na taong nakilala ko. ganda ng boses mo kaya nga vocalist ka at kinantahan mo pako nung ball. mejo preho tayo ng takbo ng utak. lapit lang ng bahay mo sakin. never pa kitang naging kaklse pro malapit ka sa puso ko.palayaw moy inilalagay sa cellfone. haha. 9. ikaw ay naging kapitbahay ko ngayon lang at plagi tyong naglalakad sa village.kwentuhan natin ay di ordinaryong kwentuhan dahil mejo malalim at kakaiba.nagpakulot ka at mejo kulot din ang utak mo. haha. mahilig ka sa gitara at sa mga musikang di ko kilala. 10. meron akong sariling tawag sayo at may sarili karing tawag sakin. nagshare tyo ng butchi dati at dun nagsimula ang ating pagkakaibigan. hangout tayo plagi.alam mo ang aking mga malalim na sikreto. uno ang numero natin. hiling mong maging bampira pro wag naman sana. 11. ikaw ang una kong kaibigan sa paaralan at sa village. naglaro tyo dati nung wla pang telepono at kuryente. ngayon ay naglalaro tayo uli. sobrang hilig mo sa kotse at sa mga nagpapatakbo ng kotse at sa mga movie na maraming green symbols at digits sa screen. hehe 12. nakilala kita ng paalis ka na nung huli mong taon. sobrang talentado mo sa musika. di na tyo masyado nagkikita pro matalik kitang kaibigan. may kakaibang pinagsamahan tyong di ko maiguhit.pra ngang kambal ang kaluluwa natin e. mahal mo rin ang buwan at ang boyz2men. mas matanda ka sakin pro di ko nararamdaman un. 13. ikaw ung nanjan nung namumublema ako nung summer nung isang taon. di ko inaasahan na magiging matalik kitang kaibigan. ang alaala ko sayo ay ang mga almusal natin sa mcdo at ang mga usapan natin na hanggang hating gabi.ikaw ang nandun nung sobrang lungkot ko. idol kita sa pagiging level rep. makikita na naman kita sa kolehiyo. 14. ngayong taon plang kita naging kaibigan.mejo nga huli na nung nakilala kita kasi paalis na kami sa holy. nakakatakot ang pagkapareho natin. sbi nung isa pra daw anak kita, ung iba naman sabi kambal kita. ikaw ay isa sa napakaonting taong mejo katulad ko.msaydo mokong ginagaya, pati tsaa. haha.nakakagulat ang pagkakilala ko sayo. u are my fellow hippie,vishnu worshipping soul sister. 15. sayo utang ang buhay ko. ikaw ang buhay ko. bkit 15 lang, sana 200. hahhaha,kaya nilagay ko nalng lahat ng alam kong pde tong makita at mga pinakaimportanteng taong nakilala ko. laht nga pla to below 20 yrs of age maliban sa isa. text nyoko o twagan kung alam nyo kung cno kayo dito. coz if ur in this list, ur important to me and i miss you somehow..
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bwiset nakakainis may sakit ako. di ako makahinga tas umiikot mundo ko pag masyadong gumagalaw. hahah. kasi naman sobrang minsan lang ako magkasakit, mga once a year kaya pag nagkasakit ako di ko syadong kaya. di tulad ni andie buwan buwan may sakit. haha. grrr.. wlang magawa e kasi bwiset ung sipon ko. those who know me really really well know wat i look like pag may sipon.bloodshot eyes, tears coming out every 5 seconds, pale face, pale lips and a red nose. yah, ung red nose lang ang kulay ng mukha ko. PAT, U KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE DUDE... sus nakakirita kasi wla akong magawa kasi di pde lahat. they gave me drowse medicine kagabi pra daw matulog ako. haha kasi di ako natutulog pag gabi so dpat daw matulog ako ng maaga ng walang istorbo. so un, kakatawa pra akong high.. nakadroga. tulog ako kagad. gusto ko lumangoy. dapt swimming kami ni andie but no, takteng sakit to. grrrrr.... umalis ka na sipon, layuan mo nako. wag ka ng babalik. gnagawa mong malabo ang utak ko, paningin ko at pananalita ko. yoko sayo. haha labo.
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yesterday was great. we had another lovejoy rendezvouz. haha! nagkita na naman kami nina kim, bots at pat pra manuod ng movie uli sa moviehouse nina kim. takte, nagiging weekly gimik nato haha. saya saya. actually i was late kasi i had a date with my mom and sister. pagdating ko dun kalahati na sila ng movie. grbe ung movie, utterly disturbing. we thought we were just going to have fun. DBA BOTS, PAT , KIM?? grbe, natulala kami after, tas gusto pa namin manuod isa pa, so lakad kami puntang bahay kinuha ung ring2. pinanuod namin hahahahah nakakatawa kasi sigaw kami ng sigaw. di sya ganun na nakakatakot, tamang gabi lang kasi tas andilim tas anlake ng screen. tas ung helper nina kim bgla nalang pumapasok sa backdoor ng slow motion.sinadya ba nya unh?? gaga sobrang natakot kami, sigawan ganun. hahaha!
nung gabi si pat natulog dito. sleepover. yeye!i cant believe first time namin gnawa un??? PAT KASI E... (aha dude as usual i had a blast with you kahit naubos lang laway ko kakadaldal.)gagi ibang klase kumapit ung babaeng un pag natatkot, ayaw ako lubayan haha! dito ka nalng tumira sabi ng nanay ko since wla ka namng kasama jan at baka may makita ka pa sa mga corner at mirror ng kwarto mo. hahahah joke! ako naman jan sa susunod!
 totally opposite persons. scary ko.haha.
today punta kaming podium ni andie. we met with daddy. almost every thursday we go there since mommy has to go to her wellness thing in the building in front of podium. kumain kami sa hobbes (the store with cool games and stuff) tas ung owner sobrang bait, natuwa sa amin kasi kami lang customer e may bago syang mga toys. mga wood na brain teasers, puzzles. gagi pinalaro samin lahat ng toys at games don! mga tatlong oras kami don nina dadi, di na nga kami nakanuod ng movie. we stayed there until we had to go home.naglalaro lang kami the whole time.sabi pa nya we shuold come back anytime and just paly with the toys. ayos diba! whee saya! dpat bibili ako kaleidoscope kaso ung isang wood gamme nalang binili ko. hahah!
i think i became a little bit wiser than i was before today. and a little bit happier too.
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ive been watching the sunset every afternoon for a week now. its kind of a daily routine now actually. my body seems to be programmed to do that everyday. at exactly 5:30, my head turns to the clock and i know what time it is. then i drop everything i do, put on socks then go outside grabe my bike and ride.. i go directly on top of the hill, turn my bike around and watch the sun set as it fills the skies with pink and orange hues. i stay there, staring in amazement for like 5 minutes until my eyes cant stand the glare anymore. cho likes to call it the pink sky. sobrang ganda. ewan ko ba bakit ako nadadale sa sunset. haha its not the sentimental kind of situation but the in-awe of creation kind.hahaha ewan. then i go down the hill, bike around the village for an hour then go back home. saya saya tlga. its amazing how sunrise and sunsets are created. how it can create something like a painting in the sky. even though i watch it over and over everydy, i never ever get tired of seeing it. one wish not yet accomplished is for me to get to watch a sunset and a moonrise consecutively. kelan kaya un? wana go to the beach. then watch the sunset there.
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